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Hey there, I know a lot of you don't like me, but I want to inform something that happened this morning. My grandfather passed away in his sleep after my family woke up this morning at the age of 91.


How did this happened? Well, it was indirectly thanks to my mom when she was drunk one night before she move out, and my mom was arguing with my grandparents that she was treated as the bad one. After she moved, I thought things would be better, but no. Sometime after, my grandfather was feeling dizzy and thought he had the flu. But then he got worse and last night, he was bleeding from his behind. I couldn't sleep last night, and when I checked on him, his skin was cold and I had to call 911. It was the worst day, not helping that it happened on my one brother's birthday.


I never had the proper chance to say goodbye, and I feel upset that it all happened because of my mom was drunk last week and caused my grandfather to start feeling icky. It's too much stress, and now I don't know what else to do.


I messaged my mom what happened and yelled at her that it's all fault that her drinking problem is causing too much pain in the family.


I feel all upset what happened. I'll still be online, but now I'm unsure on what to do.

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Hello there, sorry for the long silence. 2023 was just bad and I wanna keep my mind out of what happened. Anyways, it's the anniversary of the Mr Men Show and sometimes I would do a large project to celebrate it. This year, I wanna try something different, which is a drawing collab on all of the 31 Mr Men and Little Misses in the 2008 show. It's kinda inspired by a project 1234567890moomoo did a long time ago when he used to be on the site, but he removed it after leaving and it was never finished. And I kinda wanna try something like that again in the current fandom.


So the project is that you would draw one of the 31 characters and I would place them in a bigger picture that features all of them. If you wanna know what are the 31 characters, you can look at the list. The project would be open until all characters are drawn. I would be the last one to draw a character once 30 of the characters are taken, as I want to be fair to others. I will post it once a couple of characters are drawn and will update it when new entries are made.


Rules

You can only draw one of the 31 characters. Miss Fun does not count as while she was in the back of some books and DVD covers, she was never in the show at all.


The characters have to be drawn digitally. Meaning it has to be drawn in a computer program or app. It doesn't matter if it's traced from a hand drawn piece, done with only a tablet or a mouse.


The piece has to be done by you specifically, meaning it cannot be done by another artist.


The character has to be transparent and be in a png file. If you don't how to do that, please look up online.


The characters cannot be drawn as humanized or anthro forms, it has to be based on their originals.


You can draw the characters in whatever style you want, but it has to be based on the 2008 show designs. Meaning they cannot be based on their book designs, as this is a celebration on the 2008 show. You can draw the 2008 designs in the style of the original books.


No watermarks in the picture. I know people don't like art theft, but the program is that the watermark would overlap other users' drawings, and it would look very weird. You would be credited.


You are allowed to back out if you haven't start your end, but you can't request to remove your piece if it's already in the piece.


Your drawing can be posted publicly or privately. If you want to post it privately, sent it through sta.sh or Google Drive on my notes. You can also send it through my Discord.


List of characters


  • Mr. Happy (RetroArtist2004)

  • Miss Sunshine (taken by a Discord user)

  • Mr. Tickle (HapyStarDream13)

  • Mr. Grumpy (taken by a Discord user)

  • Mr. Strong (Artsymlp12)

  • Mr. Rude

  • Miss Scary (SirMetaKnight1)

  • Mr. Nervous

  • Miss Daredevil (one of the original characters for the show)

  • Miss Chatterbox

  • Miss Naughty (crooked-tarts)

  • Mr. Bump (taken by a Discord user)

  • Miss Whoops (JourneyTheCatGirl)

  • Mr. Bounce (AquaChoco1997)

  • Mr. Stubborn (one of the original characters for the show)

  • Mr. Scatterbrain (@Moonlight-Geek-Girl)

  • Miss Calamity (Chickie456)

  • Mr. Persnickety/Persnickety/Fussy (Acutie)

  • Mr. Small (taken by a Discord user)

  • Mr. Nosy/Nosey

  • Miss Helpful (Lachie-V)

  • Mr. Noisy (TB7Studios)

  • Mr. Lazy

  • Mr. Quiet (Spoxu)

  • Mr. Messy (taken by Discord user)

  • Miss Bossy

  • Miss Giggles

  • Mr. Funny

  • Mr. Tall (taken by a Discord user)

  • Miss Magic

  • Miss Curious (taken by a Discord user)

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Happy birthday Lachie-V!

Here's my animation I did for you!

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Hello there, it's been a while since my last post. I decided to make another announcement after what's been going on for the past week. This was unplanned, but due to recent events that I unintentionally caused, I decided to leave the Mr Men fandom (for the time being).


So what happened and why I'm leaving? There's quite a few reasons, but the short one is that it's no longer as fun as it was when I got back into it in 2017. If you want longer details, here's what has been going on.


When I got back into the fandom in 2017, it felt like it was new to me as new fans started to show up just as I was engaged with the series as the 2008 show was about to be a decade old. There was drama that happened later that year, but I just didn't bother with it anymore as the person who started it moved on, and we later made up a while ago. But things started to change by the time the decade ended. I met a client on twitter in 2019 that encouraged me to draw more NSFW (can't say what they are exactly as I don't want to be flagged) as commissions which at the time thought was fun to do. But as time went on, things started to change that I started to lose followers and developed haters because I was in a habit on drawing that throughout 2019-2021. It was also thanks to that person that I started to become unhinged, defensive and cutting boundaries to the point that I wasn't myself. A former friend told me to cut ties with the user, which I did towards the end of 2021, but the damaged was done. Because I hung with the person for a while, his behavior rubbed me off the wrong way that I become worse. Last year, I decided to try out venture off into other fandoms like Anpanman, but that didn't last long as my new friends cut me off after someone was telling stuff about me that made them uncomfy. At the time, I thought on leaving the Mr Men fandom, but that plan fell through after a video about me was made on the stuff I did wrong.


Which leads into the other reason, which is basically a fallout that happened with three friends I met when I got back into the fandom in 2017. Things were fine between me and that group of friends, though we didn't talked as much once COVID became a thing. Now whenever or not it's because of me and my former friends hung out with other people that we become different overtime, the current climate on cancel culture or a mixture of the two, IDK. But what I can tell you is that the friendships I had with these people didn't last long and we had a fallout because of my actions. Over the past week, one friend I knew for a while after they joined DA in 2017 just blocked me out of the blue. As for why, I don't know. We were in good terms until last summer that we had a fallout last year, though after that, we remained on good terms and only chatted every couple of times. Because of that and what was going on with my personal life with my one brother's medical being cut off, I panicked and told some people about it, two of them are friends connected with that former friend. This was perhaps the worst decision I did as not long after that and vented a bit, they got upset and ended calling me out and ended more friendships without knowing the consequences. I just felt upset that I caused more harm, and I feel like I'm just lost and cut off too many people for the wrong reasons.


At the end, I just blame myself for not being close with those friends more and stayed away from the NSFW environment as we ended up in different paths. I went one way and became toxic one way and my friends went another way and heard stuff that I'm a bad person. To tell you the truth, I felt like the climate in the fandom changed a lot, and I don't feel welcomed anymore.


After what's going on, I decided to not talk anymore drama behind the scenes. I felt like I lost too many friends after my last friend cut me off and I just feel like the current environment despite trying to change isn't working. I just wish I wasn't dragged too many things in the past that it wouldn't became a habit. I did taking breaks before, but I feel like that isn't enough.


Now does this mean I'm scrapping projects, removing pictures, close my server or stop drawing stuff related to the series? No, of course not. Unlike the last time I left the fandom, I'll still be drawing as much as I can there's some ideas I want to draw out or haven't posted yet. Art trades and commissions are still open despite what is going on.


For now, I'm just gonna be a fan wanderer (meaning I'll be in and out, but not full time) and draw as normally as before and just keeps things to myself. I just feel like the fandom isn't as welcoming as it was 5-6 years ago. The political climate is too much on recent events and I felt like despite trying my best to ignore the haters, isn't enough. There's some things still wrong with me, but despite that, this experience made me realized that I need to think over on what I should be doing in the future. I originally joined the fandom just to share my thoughts and drawings on a obscure series that's been going on for 50 years and wanted to make friends, but then things fell apart twice so far.


To the friends I argued with for the past week, I'm sorry on what was going. I was just panicking on what was going on and made the wrong decision. I should've been quiet when that happened (even as far back as last year), but my emotions got the better of me and became paranoid. I wish I stuck around with you more after we first met, but things got in the way. Even then, I felt we all changed so much that aren't the same innocent selves like as we first met and that spark is gone. Even if you don't accept me anymore, I wish you for the best.


To anyone else that was harmed by my actions, I'm sorry for everything. I never meant to upset you.

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So this wasn't something planned (I was gonna make another journal on upcoming changes on here, YT and my ebay stores, but that can wait as I'm still), but after chatting with a few friends online, I decided to make an announcement.


So many of you might know that I have trouble with my temper whenever someone tells me that I can't handle criticism, and that's true. The problem is that I was held in a bad upbringing on how my family always tell me that I'm no good. As such, I let that get to me a lot that I feel worthless. And before you ask on who are the exact haters who are saying this about you? I can't tell exactly as those many, but here's an example. On tumblr, there's a blog called Mr Men Busters that likes to "cancel" bad users, and whoever is in charge likes to cancel users, including me.


https://mrmenbusters.tumblr.com/post/190670514061/oh-boy-regarding-percyfan94

https://mrmenbusters.tumblr.com/post/189940990711/some-of-percys-mr-men-redesigns-in-a-nutshell

https://mrmenbusters.tumblr.com/post/189855224611/ladies-gentlemen-and-everyone-in-the-audience

https://mrmenbusters.tumblr.com/post/189855454501/sums-up-the-week-long-drama-between-solstice-opal

https://mrmenbusters.tumblr.com/post/189869453276/how-percy-canshould-fix-his-art

https://mrmenbusters.tumblr.com/post/612978458116636672/dos-and-donts-on-being-called-out-on-something


In the past, the negativity is very bad to hold back on as thinking about what others think about me is very bad for my mental health. That's gonna change today. I decided to either ignore or go the opposite on actually embracing all of the hate had with me, regardless if I drew NSFW on a silly cartoon. I come to realize that everybody has a detractor regardless if they're safe or unsafe.


Sure, I may rant at times if I have bad days, but hey, we're all human and we do have our limits.


Now does this mean I'm gonna back drawing the animals I did? No, I gave up on that as it reminds me too much of that past I had with that client that pressured me to draw that stuff. Besides, I grew bored of that afterwards. I'm still gonna draw NSFW, but not a lot as I used to as I don't wanna use up all of my creativity and it'll be on more tamer pieces.


I know I may not expect anyone to forgive me easily as some of those people that hate me regardless I attacked them or not are still gonna hold grudges against me, but that's okay. I learned from yesterday that you can't please everybody and you're gonna have those detractors. If those haters don't like me because of what I drew, I don't care. In fact, I actually like to see those hate posts. I also don't mind see any hate art on me if they want to show it publicly. And no, I won't do any payback as having revenge on those haters is gonna cause more problems.


I may not be the best person in the world, but nobody's perfect. I may've drawn things people might not like, but hey, if people like to crap on Mr. Enter because of his actions but still give him a chance, why can't I? But that's aside the point.


Anyway, that's all I'm gonna say. I'm gonna embrace all the hate and criticisms I get no matter who it's from. I'm gonna listen to the criticisms I may get from what I drew, but it's either doing those changes or just ignore them, no more whining. If those haters just like to yell at me because I ruin the Mr Men because I drew porn, welcome to the internet. If you don't want kids to be exposed to that stuff, it's the parents' job to monitoring on what their kids are seeing. I did everything in my power to make sure that kids can't access it (and still working on it)

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